Prayer

How can I do this, how can I live
When all that I know is left behind
In order to survive this life that I’m in
The pain that I feel, the hurt that’s inside
Leaving love behind, but the pain trails along
Why couldn’t it be the other way around
My heart is screaming, why does it feel so wrong
Years together, your breath a sweet sound
Vanquishing into the past, leaving…gone
Nothing can soothe me of this growing pain to release
I don’t see my future without you going on
A heart ache I can’t seem to relieve
It all seems so bleak, all seems so lonely
I don’t think I can live that way
Don’t think I can live alone with the hurting
Don’t want to go without you for the rest of my days
How am I supposed to fight this
What can I do to survive this
It’s like draining my life without your kiss
Forever is gone, nothing but an expired wish
I’m fighting, I’m trying, I’m crying
Holding onto to the edge, I’m dying
Crumbling, stumbling, falling off the edge
The tears I’ve cried, the pain that I’ve bled
It’s falling under, into the night
Without the moon to light my way
How can this be right, how can I fight
Forever slumber, without the day
This is my dream, this is how I pray