Discontent

My past - a nightmare that's always been dark
My present - a healing of the hurt
And the demons keep tearing me apart
I don't know how much I can endure
Uncertainties of life linger in my thoughts
This shit has been so tough
And it's a thing I've always fought
Why does life have to be so rough
Love - a curse that kills the heart
Hate - a cure from reality
Everything is so hard
And I don't know if I'll survive the reality
When the gloom seems to be winning
A new light shines my way
Opportunities and all the new beginnings
A time to throw the pain away
Guilt - so much has filled me within
Innocent - I've tried so hard to always be
It's time for my heart to glisten
And my love to be free
I've looked for you all my life
Yet you're so far away
How can this be right
I can't wait for that one fateful day
You - the new hope that shines in my heart
Me - the one that wants to show you love
Let me take you to a place afar
And show you the way to love
Take my hand on this path of fate
Trust me and know that I'll protect you
I'm trusting you in everyway
Maybe this time my heart will be true